Densities of Consciousness and the Seven Kingdoms of Light

“To be granted SIGHT, one must learn how to see first.”

As we peer further inward seeking the systems of advancement lain before us, we recognize patterns that arise within the Quadrivium of Metaphysical Art….

The Number Seven and its Mysterious Application in our Octave:


“In the first density of our current octave, fire and wind teach earth and water to be formed in such a way as to produce the foundation for subsequent biological life.

The second density is the level of consciousness inhabited by bacteria and single-celled organisms in the lower stages to plants and animals in the higher stages. This density’s lessons involve transforming from the random change of first density to a more coherent awareness that facilitates growth and directed movement. As entities progress through the second density, they begin to strive toward the next density of self- consciousness; and as the spirit complex becomes awakened, graduation to the third density becomes possible.

Earth and its human population are currently approaching the end of the third-density cycle, according to the Confederation. In this third density, the density of choice, we have a more highly developed self-awareness that includes the mind, the body, and, for the first time, a fully activated spirit. The function of this density is to polarize our consciousness and to choose our form of love, our form of service. On one end of the spectrum of polarization is service to self: an exclusive love of self which rejectsuniversal love and seeks to control, manipulate, exploit, and even enslave others for the benefit of the self. On the other end of the spectrum isservice to others: a love of not only the self, but of all other-selves. Service to others seeks and embraces universal, unconditional love, sees the Creator in all things, and supports the free will of all. Our lived lives are not so black and white, however, as we strive toward either end of the spectrum of polarity in consciousness.

In congruency with various wisdom traditions of Earth, Ra communicates that we are moving toward a “new age,” or what Ra would call a harvest to the fourth density of love and understanding. This is where the social memory complex is born, where thoughts become things, love becomes visible, and the positive and negative polarities separate from each other to inhabit environments more suited to their respective and divergent courses of evolution.

The fifth density is the density of light, wherein wisdom becomes the focus and criterion for graduation to the next density. The sixth density balances and unifies the love learned in fourth density with the light (wisdom) learned in fifth density and produces a power to serve others that is more effective than that of love or wisdom alone. The seventh density reaches a realm of experience even more difficult to describe. According to Ra it is the density of “foreverness,” and here we begin to move into total harmony with the One Creator. The eighth density represents the complete coalescence of all of the creation with the One Creator and can be viewed as the first density of a new octave, similar in arrangement to the notes on a musical scale. The fruits of this octave will eventually give birth to another octave of densities, whose fruits will give birth to another octave of densities, and so on, infinitely.” (L/L Research – The Ra Contact)

We must look at the configuration of our beings and our placement in the cosmos as notes and tones of the sacred poetry that IS infinitely inward, and infinitely outward.

My life path in numerology is a 7 – as I came to know this path, I began noticing that Seven is a major number in our experience in the way it expresses its divinity as a being. “When one comes to know the universe as if it has a face, One will have began the process of unification of the Soul.”

“Number 7 resonates with the vibrations and energies of the ‘Collective Consciousness’, faith and spirituality, spiritual awakening and awareness, spiritual enlightenment, spiritual acceptance and development, mysticism, intuition and inner-knowing, inner-wisdom, psychic abilities, the esoteric, inner-selves, deep contemplation, introspection, eccentric, religion, thoughtfulness, understanding of others, natural healer and healing, secrets, myth, ritual, peace, poise, emotions and feelings, inner-strength, endurance and perseverance, persistence of purpose, the ability to bear hardships, quick-wit, the loner, solitary, isolation, long-sighted, the non-conformist, independence and individualism, intentions, manifesting and manifestation in time and space, good fortune, mental analysis, philosophy and the philosophical, technicality, scientific research, science, alchemy, genius, a keen mind, specialising and the specialist, the inventor, determination, the written word, logic, understanding, discernment and discerning, knowledge-seeking, study, education and learning, writing and the writer, evolution, stability, the ability to set limits, completion, refinement, stoicism, silence, perfection, chastity, dignity, ascetic, rigor, ahead of the times.”

As a seven, there is an inner drive, an endless burn of passion that drives me to further the discovery of our spiritual existence. I feel that there is a support of the seven archangels in my journey and experience and that I have come to develop a deep an lasting commitment to the service of this planet.

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I developed a deep TRUST for the work that I do in just coming here to BE me. Letting go of the need to SEEK in a WAY that disempowered my being-ness. I had to learn how to listen to the more subtle energies.

“Let us for a moment consider thought. What is it, my friends, to take thought? Took you then thought today? What thoughts did you think today? What thoughts were part of the Original Thought today? In how many of your thoughts did the creation abide? Was love contained? And was service freely given?

You are not part of a material universe. You are part of a thought. You are dancing in a ballroom in which there is no material. You are dancing thoughts. You move your body, your mind, and your spirit in somewhat eccentric patterns, for you have not completely grasped the concept that you are part of the Original Thought.” (The Ra Contact – L/L Research)

I had to learn how to dance in the ballroom of thought, with each thought that I “took.”

As we begin to decipher the conscious application of our presence that IS the INFINITE, we are able to create pathways and build bridges in between these DENSITIES.

My experience has been one of “threading the needle” in between the different levels of consciousness. We risk everything us travelers/wanderers…

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A Model Of Subtle Energy

Subtle Energy


Stanford Professor Dr. William Tiller is a well-respected researcher physicist, and expert on subtle energy. The model of subtle energy described here and its relationship to physical energies is based on several of his papers and books.
Dr tiller says that we might not be able to measure subtle energies through physical means, but we can detect some of their signals. This is because, as they change one type of energy into another, they create a transducer signal at the magnetic vector. They also generate electric and magnetic signals that have observable effects.
Tiller’s research has led him to state following about subtle energies:

  • They are manifested by people as revealed in experiments that show subtle energies can increase electron sizes and numbers.
  • A person ca direct the flow of this energy through intention.
  • This mind-electron interaction is effective even over great distances.Subtle Energy

Subtle Energies follow a different set of laws than do physical energies, and radiate their energy with unique characteristics. There is not just one type of subtle energy, however. Tiller postulates several subtle substances, each of which occupies a different time-space domain.
These domains are different levels of reality. Subtle energy flows downward from the highest, which Tiller calls “the Divine.” Each level provides a template for the level below. As the subtle energy enters the next domain, it adapts — but also instructs. The laws differ on each of these levels because the energy gets denser.

Tiller’s levels of subtle reality range from the most to the least dense:

  • Physical
  • Etheric (also called bioplastic, prephysical, or energy body)
  • Astral
  • Three levels of the mind:
    • Instinctive
    • Intellectual
    • Spiritual
  • Spirit
  • The Divine

Subtle Energy

The Etheric level is just above the physical level. According to Tiller, etheric subtle energy penetrates all levels of material existence, and through the polarity principle forms atoms and molecules that make matter. Our mind interacts with the etheric energy (and above) to create patterns in the physical dimension. These patterns act like a force field that links us to the adjacent energy level.

Tillers explanation of the physical level versus the etheric is similar to that proposed by the experts featured in “The Structure of the Subtle Anatomy” on page 8.  He suggests that the physical realm occupies a positive time-space frame that is mainly electrical, in which opposites attract; over time, potential decreases, and entropy (chaos) increases. The etheric realm, conversely, is a negative time-space domain that is highly magnetic: like attracts like. As time passes in this realm potential increases and entropy decreases; therefore, more order is established.

We might suggest that communication in the physical realm is accomplished through the five senses; to reach into the etheric level (and above), we must use our intuition — the sixth sense.

Within Tiller’s model, the meridians and chakras operates like antennae that detect and send signals from the physical into the upper domains. These subtle structures interact between the physical body and the etheric (and other) realms, illuminating higher orders so that we can perceive them from the physical plane.

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Sacred Boundaries

A Metaphor on Boundaries…

Some people will struggle with understanding WHY boundaries exist – NOT as an act of separation, but AS A FORM OF HONOR AND RESPECT FOR THE OTHER – and their personal level/desire for “CLEANLINESS” of their OWN PERSONAL SPACE.
“…When one is constantly drifting off into the CURRENTS of OTHERS and has no place to call their own, One will then, and ONLY then understand WHY seeds grow ROOTS and develop their SPACE – A Plant does this by STRENGTHENING the Earth, and through SUPPORTING the ECOSYSTEM around the Self.”

– They say we are a product of our environment

IF this is a Truth, then naturally, by and large, through our ability to discern what is healthy for our individuated Self, we may find an ability to create Synergy within our environment and in turn be the One who manifests the catalyst of synergistic change inside of an environment, spawning a ‘movement.’
EMERGENCE then, as a quality of nature, is an inherent development of the ETERNAL BEING/PRESENCE that just IS.
This “Emergence” is an inevitability within/by Nature herself – a continuation/inertia to grow, die, learn, decay – rebirthing yourself in each moment.
Like “cell’s,” we individuate – yet we coalesce – to create synergy out of/from the Whole, through/with communication, and understanding of function/placement within the system.
– “A Sheep will not pretend it’s a Wolf.”
“Be mindful/care-full of whom you allow into your space. Do not harbor the weak-minded, for they will disturb your peace – and create entropy within your Mind.”
– Hermés Trismegistus


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The Sacred Power of Breath

The Sacred Power of Breath 
























In these deeply emotional and disruptive times the energy that is dominating our Mental/Emotional/Physical/Spiritual Landscapes is getting CLEARED with each ONE of our CONSCIOUS breaths. It’s true that we awaken with the breath; that with each conscious breath we are breathing LIFE into our BEING. The power of our imagination is a great asset when working with the breath.

During odd times of insecurity and upheaval it is crucial that we remain grounded and that we handle our space with care. In caring for our space we offer our presence into the present moment and illuminate the darkness that we see/hear/feel, with our breath.

Breathing into the space that are contracting…




How far? How Deep? How long will we go before we see the change we seek?



“I am not my body, 
I am not even my mind. 
We just ARE. 
Everything just IS.
I am the Storm. 
I am the Water. 
I am the Clouds. 
I am the Thunder. 
I am the Lightning. 
I am the Sun Shining through the Clouds. 
I am that I am. We are the presence of Eternity, carrying out the Sacred Work that our ancestors began.”

Just Breathe…

As we find our way into the Sacred Psychic Temples/Lodges of our Time – as within, so without – we are ASKING FOR/INVOKING our POWER simply with/through Sacred Soul-Felt Intention. While the involution of our programming, energizes the working, creating the language base and lexicon that we identify our individual multidimensional reality with, our focus determines the placement of power/light for illumination.  These are elements/faculties of our MIND. Sometimes we get lost in the Ocean of Chaos that is Experience, it is important to set waypoints, and create anchoring experiences – ultimately build a map of the mind by taking a moral inventory and catalyzing the Spirit into a Vessel that Shuttles/Propels our Sacred Selfs throughout the Physical. Here we may recognize the necessary and sacred element of grounding and welcome it into our space during these difficult times.



MIND over MATTER, Right?
Or is it a Left?

The process known as “INVOLUTION,” begins in a way in which THE ALL becomes “Involved,” or “wrapped up,” in its personal creation – you, me, the writer, painter, drawer, dancer, etc.. – almost seemingly forgets itself throughout the process. It is our INTENTION of creating DIVINE ATTENTION of THE ALL to maintain a healthy state of INVOLUTION. This takes place throughout the process of becoming – from – mindful intention. 

The creator for a time forgets his/her own existence, and is in a dreamlike state of manifestation.
Just breathe…

“I am the power of intention,
I manifest more presence with
each breath.

I am abundance.

Om Lakshmi Namaha”

At this stage, one typically will experience what is known as an “OUTPOURING” of Divine Energy/Consciousness, while the Evolutionary state is called the “Indrawing.” It is in these states that we are able to interject and create with FOCUSED ATTENTION/INTENTION. This is the power of Manifestation. We use the word “Meditation,” in describing the process of the mental creation of the Universe in the Mind of THE ALL – the word “Contemplation” also being frequently employed.”

These words/ideations seem to call forth the Divine Attention of our Being.


“Focus the mind, and create a healthy dwelling there. Refine oneself with the practice of breathing correctly. Meditate on the forms and symbols and seek awareness of your perfection.”

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The Hermetic Principle of Correspondence

The Hermetic Principle of Correspondence 

“As above so below, as below so above.”
The Kybalion




“As the roots of the tree equal its branches, so do our inner worlds match the outer worlds.
As the leaves of the tree nourish the roots, so does the mind, when set free realize its truth.
Nourish yourself with freedom and allow yourself to discover your own personal truth. 

Everything is a Balance.”
– Yaima

How language creates our reality… 

This concept/axiom/principle shows a pathway that is often traversed in many areas of life, especially word usage and language. How we are communicating with our lexicon, and how we may better craft/discover a lever into our subconscious minds. This principle is a key into many of the doors that we seek within. Language and our word usage there of:

“The syntactical nature of reality, the real secret of magic, is that the world is made of words.
And if you know the words that the world is made of, you can make of it whatever you wish.”
― Terence McKenna

This Hermetic Principle is held in universal application and manifestation, on the many and various planes of the Material, Mental, and Spiritual Universe – it is a Universal Law. For language is mostly how we recognize these “IDEAS” or “THOUGHTS.”  This is considered to be one of the most important Hermetic Principles and mental instruments/tools for the Seeker by which Man is able to pry aside the obstacles which hide the unknown. 

This tool has been used to pierce the veil since discovered…

above, below
Studying the Microcosm of our being empowers us to discover the Macrocosm, and creates opportunity for us to reason with the intelligent infinity from the known into the unknown. We are able to view an anchoring/polarizing effect in the wake of our choices in studying this Hermetic Principle, We are able to initiate the communication between us and the Divine.

As above, So below…

With this Hermetic Principle, One is able to traverse the hidden landscapes of the Mind, and craft a vessel of the Spirit to transcend the Personal self, into the TransPersonal Self. Discover your healing potential within by understanding the basic 7 Hermetic Principle (s).

“You are an explorer, and you represent our species, and the greatest good you can do is to bring back a new idea, because our world is endangered by the absence of good ideas. Our world is in crisis because of the absence of consciousness.”
― Terence McKenna

Hear ye and list ye, O children of Khem,
to the words that I give that shall bring ye to the Light.
Ye know, O men, that I knew your fathers,
aye, your fathers in a time long ago.
Deathless have I been through all the ages,
living among ye since your knowledge began.

Leading ye upward to the Light of the Great Soul
have I ever striven,
drawing ye from out of the darkness of night.

Know ye, O people amongst whom I walk,
that I, Thoth, have all of the knowledge
and all of the wisdom known, to man since the ancient days.
Keeper have I been of the secrets of the great race,
holder of the key that leads into life.
Bringer up have I been to ye, O my children,
even from the darkness of the Ancient of Days.
List ye now to the words of my wisdom.
List ye now to the message I bring.
Hear ye now the words I give thee, and
ye shall be raised from the darkness to Light.

Far in the past, when first I came to thee,
found I thee in caves of rocks.
Lifted I thee by my power and wisdom
until thou didst shine as men among men.
Aye, found I thee without any knowing.
Only a little were ye raised beyond beasts.
Fanned I ever the spark of thy consciousness
until at last ye flamed as men.

Now shall I speak to thee knowledge ancient
beyond the thought of thy race.
Know ye that we of the Great Race
had and have knowledge that is more than man’s.
Wisdom we gained from the star-born races,
wisdom and knowledge far beyond man.
Down to us had descended the masters of wisdom
as far beyond us as I am from thee.
List ye now while I give ye wisdom.
Use it and free thou shalt be.

Know ye that in the pyramid I builded are the Keys
that shall show ye the Way into life.
Aye, draw ye a line from the great image I builded,
to the apex of the pyramid, built as a gateway.
Draw ye another opposite in the same angle and direction.
Dig ye and find that which I have hidden.
There shall ye find the underground entrance to
the secrets hidden before ye were men.

Tell ye I now of the mystery of cycles
that move in movements that are strange to the finite,
for infinite are they beyond knowledge of man.
Know ye that there are nine of the cycles;
aye, nine above and fourteen below,
moving in harmony to the place of joining
that shall exist in the future of time.
Know ye that the Lords of the Cycles
are units of consciousness sent from the others to unify
This with the All.
Highest are They of the consciousness
of all the Cycles, working in harmony with the Law.
Know They that in time all will be perfected,
having none above and none below, but all One
in a perfected Infinity, a harmony of all in the Oneness of All.

Deep neath the Earth surface in the Halls of Amenti
sit the Seven, the Lords of the Cycles,
aye, and another, the Lord from below.
Yet know thee that in Infinity there is
neither above nor below.
But ever there is and ever shall be
Oneness of All when all is complete.
Oft have I stood before the Lords of the All.
Oft at the fount of their wisdom have drunken and
filled both my body and Soul with their Light.

Spake they to me and told me of cycles
and the Law that gives them the means to exist.
Aye, spake to me the Lord of the Nine saying:
O, Thoth, great are ye among Earth children,
but mysteries exist of which ye know not.
Ye know that ye came from a space-time below
this and know ye shall travel to a space-time beyond.
But little ye know of the mysteries within them,
little ye know of the wisdom beyond. Know ye that
ye as a whole in this consciousness
are only a cell in the process of growth.

The consciousness below thee is ever-expanding
in different ways from those known to thee.
Aye, it, though in space-time below thee,
is ever growing in ways that are different from
those that were part of the ways of thine own.
For know that it grows as a result of thy growth
but not in the same way that thou didst grow.
The growth that thou had and have in the present
have brought into being a cause and effect.
No consciousness follows the path of those before it,
else all would be repetition and vain.
Each consciousness in the cycle it exists in
follows its own path to the ultimate goal.
Each plays its part in the Plan of the Cosmos.
Each plays its part in the ultimate end.
The farther the cycle, the greater its
knowledge and ability to blend the Law of the whole.

Know ye, that ye in the cycles below us
are working the minor parts of the Law,
while we of the cycle that extends to Infinity
take of the striving and build greater Law.

Each has his own part to play in the cycles.
Each has his work to complete in his way.
The cycle below thee is yet not below thee
but only formed for a need that exists.
For know ye that the fountain of wisdom
that sends forth the cycles is eternally
seeking new powers to gain.
Ye know that knowledge is gained only by practice,
and wisdom comes forth only from knowledge,
and thus are the cycles created by Law.
Means are they for the gaining of knowledge
for the Plane of Law that is the Source of the All.

The cycle below is not truly below but only
different in space and in time.
The consciousness there is working and
testing lesser things than those ye are.
And know, just as ye are working on greater,
so above ye are those who are also working
as ye are on yet other laws.
The difference that exists between the cycles
is only in ability to work with the Law.
We, who have being in cycles beyond thee,
are those who first came forth from the
Source and have in the passage through
time-space gained ability to use
Laws of the Greater that are far beyond
the conception of man.
Nothing there is that is really below thee
but only a different operation of Law.

Look thee above or look thee below,
the same shall ye find.
For all is but part of the Oneness
that is at the Source of the Law.
The consciousness below thee is
part thine own as we are a part of thine.

Ye, as a child had not the knowledge
that came to ye when ye became a man.
Compare ye the cycles to man in his journey
from birth unto death,
and see in the cycle below thee the child
with the knowledge he has;
and see ye yourself as the child grown older,
advancing in knowledge as time passes on.
See ye, We, also, the child grown to manhood
with the knowledge and wisdom that came
with the years.
So also, O Thoth, are the cycles of consciousness,
children in different stages of growth,
yet all from the one Source, the Wisdom,
and all to the Wisdom returning again.

Ceased then He from speaking and sat
in the silence that comes to the Lords.
Then again spake He unto me, saying:
Oh Thoth, long have We sat in Amenti,
guarding the flame of life in the Halls.
Yet know, we are still part of our
Cycles with our Vision reaching unto them and beyond.
Aye, know we that of all,
nothing else matters excepting the growth
we can gain with our Soul.
Know we the flesh is fleeting.
The things men count great are nothing to us.
The things we seek are not of the body
but are only the perfected state of the Soul.
When ye as men can learn that nothing but
progress of Soul can count in the end,
then truly ye are free from all bondage,
free to work in a harmony of Law.

Know, O man, ye should aim at perfection,
for only thus can ye attain to the goal.
Though ye should know that nothing is perfect,
yet it should be thy aim and thy goal.

Ceased again the voice of the Nine,
and into my consciousness the words had sunk.
Now, seek I ever more wisdom
that I may be perfect in Law with the All.

Soon go I down to the Halls of Amenti
to live beneath the cold flower of life.
Ye whom I have taught shall nevermore see me.
Yet live I forever in the wisdom I taught.

All that man is is because of his wisdom.
All that he shall be is the result of his cause.

List ye, now to my voice and become
greater than common man.
Lift thine eyes upward,
let Light fill thy being,
be thou ever Children of Light.
Only by effort shall ye grow upward to
the plane where Light is the All of the All.
Be ye the master of all that surrounds thee.
Never be mastered by the effects of thy life.
Create then ever more perfect causes
and in time shalt thou be a Sun of the Light

Free, let thine soul soar ever upward,
free from the bondage and fetters of night.
Lift thine eyes to the Sun in the sky-space.
For thee, let it be a symbol of life.
Know that thou art the Greater Light,
perfect in thine own sphere,
when thou art free.
Look not ever into the blackness.
Lift up thine eyes to the space above.
Free let thine Light flame upward
and shalt thou be a Child of the Light.


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“Each of us can manifest the properties of a field of consciousness
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The Principle of Mentalism

MentalismThe Principle of Mentalism

The Kybalion

The “ALL” is the “MIND” – it can be considered an ENTITY as a conglomerate, THE ALL exists as a WHOLE. It is THE ALL. It may be considered and meditated on as a Universal LIVING Mind. We LIVE and EXIST WITHIN this mind.

The “UNIVERSE”,  – the material universe/phenomena of life/energy/universe – is MENTAL. 

The ALL IS the MIND that creates THOUGHT – or in other “words” – THE ALL creates the universal expression of itself as we experience it within our 5 senses. The Earth and it’s axis, the Sun and its expressed/impressed level of Gravity that it conducts – the energies, all the math and geometries — all of THIS … We are created out of THOUGHT. The ONE Original Thought, by our ONE INFINITE CREATOR. Thus is the principle of Mentalism.

(Please notice the differences in punctuation and capitalization of the letters and language here for it is important.)

Now come to think about how we create our realities for a moment…


We are literally an expression of a thought that is self organizing and self regulated. An autonomous “thought.” The notations that are being described with these very letters as they are expressed are thoughts of the thoughts of the thoughts of our Creator. Ever inward and ever outward. As above, so below. As below, so above.

This principle is one to be meditated upon for the purpose of distinct clarity and awareness of the Minds ability to search for and create new awareness through focused attention/intention.

Our Intentional Existence is a foundational pillar of our power; of our ability to source that power, and the ability to create from that space.



“Apply the Mental Laws – and enter the Sacred Psychic Temples. Mastery of the Mind is above All.”

“He who grasps the truth of Mental nature of the universe is well advanced on the path to mastery. “

The Kybalion





Waking up to Ayahuasca – The Sacred Mother

For those of you who were blessed to have experienced the great miracles of the plant, a lot of what I will say will resonate with you on many levels. For those who are not acquainted with Ayahuasca, what it is and what it does, I have to admit from beginning that it’s very hard to give you either a complete picture or a succinct introduction. So please forgive me for trying.
Put bluntly, Ayahuasca is a brew reduction made from two different Amazonian plants, one of which contains the psychoactive molecule DMT. It has been used for millennia by tribes for physical, psychological and spiritual healing, accessing deep wisdom and attaining visions and guidance. For me Ayahuasca is a healer, a magician, a teacher and a key to inter-dimensional doorways. The experiences are hard to convey in words, partly because we have no conceptual correlates to them and because they are so rich and multi-dimensional that our language of the world can only flatten those experiences and divest them of their deeper meaning.
However I have tried to extract some recurrent themes from my notes and journal that go beyond my own subjective experiences of incredible healing, guidance and transformation. What I want to convey are those fundamental anecdotes that emerged from these recurrent themes. They are lessons on sacred truths about life and consciousness that are a message to all of us.

1. Normal Waking Consciousness is only a Sliver of our Entire Consciousness/Being:

My very first experience baffled me. My waking consciousness was active – I could reason, think and observe yet I was at the same time dreaming, having visions, revelations and perceiving reality beyond my normal perception. I asked “how is this possible?”. I didn’t get an answer – I was the answer: The revelation that this is always like that. When we perceive the world through our normal waking consciousness we are just filtering out all the rest, except for moments of intuition, deep meditation and trance states. They are not separate, we are only applying filters. This was the first time I experienced the Self as a whole.

2. Everything is Consciousness:

Everything in the multi-verses is consciousness. Matter is also imbued with consciousness, although consciousness varies in degrees. Consciousness informs matter and matter informs consciousness. My first thoughts about this revelation were that it gives justice to panpsychism, the view that consciousness is universal. it also explains why philosophy of Science and mind had been facing the elusive ‘hard problem of consciousness’, simply because they were seeing consciousness as an emergent effect rather than a fundamental property of everything.

 3. There is no Separation – we only perceive it that way:

One commonly shared experience by people drinking Ayahuasca is entering a state of non-duality or unity consciousness. In this state you know that separation is an illusion. All different forms of life and matter are interconnected at some basic level with the source – the universal consciousness. We cannot see it because the perception of separation is hard-wired in our brain. It’s the only way the brain can conceive the physical world. But the fact is that we are truly all one. The perception of separateness, reinforced by the ego-consciousness, has hindered us from conceiving certain truths that so many ancient spiritual traditions have been drumming for millennia.

4. Love and light are the Basic Fabric of All that is:

This was a beautiful insight that left me in awe and took me some time afterwards to integrate and accommodate it in my normal view of the world. In one vision, I was seeing like billions of dots and filaments of light that also manifested the colour spectrum of white light at the same time.  They were moving through everything. I asked “what is this light?” The ‘answer’ was that it is love, a sort of energy frequency that runs through everything. It is the basic fabric of realities. It reminded me of concepts of ‘Tao’ or ‘God’. I appreciated the true meaning of the word ‘enlightenment’! I also understood that darkness is the blocking of this light and our disconnection with it. Clear out the blockages and it will flow again naturally and without judgment.

5. Negative thoughts, Judgements and Fear Obstruct the Light:

At the same time I was having the lesson of Light and Love, someone in the group distracted me. I passed a very quick critical thought about the person. Suddenly as soon as the thought passed through my mind, black ‘branches’ started growing in my vision and blocking out some of the light dots and filaments. Two lessons in one from the teacher Ayahuasca!

6. Life is but a Dream:

This is an insight that emerged out of several others. This consensual ‘reality’ we live in is a very dense dream. But it’s a dream nonetheless and the real purpose is to wake up from it – To get out of the matrix so to speak. We navigate through most of our waking life unconsciously, following pre-fabricated templates of action and response. It’s the same thing as our dreams at night. We are mostly unconscious in both apart from very brief and rare moments of awakening (Lucid dreaming in the case of night dreams). There are an infinity of dreams and realities we do not know of. This ‘reality’ is just one out of an infinity.

7. Attention, Intention and Will are Key to Bend your Reality:

Attention is central to our conscious awareness. When you focus your attention on something, you open up ideas, learn faster, get solutions and achieve goals. Attention is laser focusing the energy of your awareness on something. Intention is focusing your whole consciousness, the full spectrum of your consciousness beyond your waking consciousness, onto something. Intention is not thinking, awareness or visualising imagery only, although these are part of it. Intention comes from an ‘open heart’ and that is where real power lies. Intention is fearless and lacks preconceptions or expectations. When you truly intend something, you are sending out a ripple in that web of interconnected consciousness and it will respond accordingly.
The will goes hand in hand with intention. You can have will without intention but cannot have intention without will. Will is when you are emotionally aligned with your intention. Will together with intention can truly bend reality and make even the oddest of outcomes possible.

8. We are very Powerful:

When you experience your whole self outside the confines of the mind, you realise of your true power. You understand that there are no fears, beliefs, expectations or thoughts limiting you. The limits are broken and you awake in a complete different reality with very little boundaries. I don’t have enough space to describe what can be achieved in that state. The short end of it is that you are totally aware that you are a creator and not just a creation. The rules of the game change.

9. We are Free:

We have been subdued to fear, judgement and mental limitations of all sorts. We were made to believe that we are subject to fate, authority and scarcity. We were made to believe we are not free. But hell yes we are and experiencing the multi-dimensionality of your Self makes you truly understand how really free you are!

10. There is Hope for Humanity:

Above all, my experiences with the Ayahuasca were always ones of hope and trust. Immense love, magical beauty and great optimism. There was always a message of hope. I saw and experienced so many benevolent forces and enlightened conscious entities (most of which I cannot describe here) that are working together to elevate human consciousness from the shackles of fear and darkness. We are not alone,  I can promise you this.

– Gilbert Ross

“You are what you eat”

Healthy food?


What’s the point of healthy food?

Some people may not understand this because they were never given the opportunity for proper education. You see it’s like my brother said once, “the problem began somewhere.” If you could only link the time, the place, the environmental stimulus and the current solidification of frequencies in the human experience, we could find the time and place of disease I feel. It starts with diet and nutrition. If you are looking for regulating factors there are plants/spirits out there that can help with regulating our internal organs and things once they have been thrown into an imbalance. Nutrition is something that allows our body to function properly. But, “nobody is the same,” you say. True, but we all have a base genome that we regulate with. Our bodies will react similarly except when there is a genetic linkage to the stimulus or event or substance or frequency. We are quantum functioning light machinery that requires the best of fuel. This means unadulterated food. No GMO. Natural. From nature’s bosom. And we need to pay attention to how much we eat and how often because our bodies are entering a stage of life where the ignorant will perish in light and fade to the dark from misconception and misunderstanding based from a misguidance. These people that control your food are well aware of this. Eat healthy and your body will bless you with infinite amounts of pleasure and experience. We are talking about a measurable and predictable reaction to certain foods that are beneficial to the system. Something that is objective with science backing it and thousands of years of use, like turmeric and garlic, Ginseng, these herbs and grains such as hemp are beneficial to our existence, we literally evolved with them in a symbiotic relationship. There are certain herbal remedies that prevent free radicals in the body and help us to reach and maintain homeostasis. The purpose of some plants is to specifically regulate our brain chemistry, and help one clean the body’s chi and maintain healthy energy levels and fields. Tear your lawn up and grow a garden. Eat healthy organic food, while watching your water intake as well. Our main source of water in the United States is tainted already, at least anything coming out of your faucet, unless it is from artesian well or spring water, the water you have been drinking is probably tainted. City water systems are polluted. Face it. This is a fact. We are seeing radioactive water from Fukushima washing up on the shores of the West Coast.The Japanese Government has begun to dump radioactive water into the ocean. This is unacceptable. What do you think that means for the water tables? It means the deterioration of our water supply. Government has made it legal for water treatment centers to treat the water with fluoride, among several other horrible chemicals  that I won’t even bother to name.  Did you know that fluoride eats just about everything that it touches? And yet, people continue to put fluoride into your tap water. What can we do? What ARE we going to do about this?  The fluoride in your blood is already clogging your cells and disturbing function causing free radicals to emerge and continue to disrupt the harmony in your life as you are reading this if you drink from city tap water or brush your teeth with major toothpaste brands. No fluoride. No GMO. Get it out of your life. It is disrupting your true frequency. These things lead towards disease. Dis-ease. The feeling of being uneasy, not at rest. Rest is crucial to our health. Without rest our bodies and minds will fall into duress. Nutrition is not only about the body. It is also significant to the mind and it’s function.


With that said, this may blow your mind…


Nutrition is/can be anything that feeds us. Whether it’s mental (knowledge), emotional (feeling/connection), or spiritual (wisdom).


We find ourselves needing nutrition in some form or another. We are constantly eating thoughts and emotions. As we enlighten ourselves and open up to the true nature of our existence, we will recognize that consciousness is something that moves upon thought similar to the way that wind brushes up against the individual blades of grass in a park.


Let that sink in… Read it a couple of times if you have to.


Consciousness is like a light in a dark room. Illuminating what it can with the strength of being that it possesses. The dark room being equivalent to the ocean of thoughts and emotions we can feel/access on an individual and Collective basis. Each individual air molecule representing thoughts. Feelings.


When we extract ourselves far enough out of and from the human experience/ego and see/view ourselves as the wave form/pattern that we are, we see the fabric that exists all around us… This is the beautiful portion of what I’m attempting to describe to you.


Literally at a quantum level we are all made up of the same thing. Can you even begin to fathom this?


Again let that sink in….


We are base fundamental particles that snap in and out of existence based upon a conscious state of fixation. Our realities literally exist in such a way that our conscious “ego” straps us to a human body as a functioning portion of the universe that is consistently feeding the feedback loop of self progression, self study, and of self evolution.


This concept is known as the Law of One. It surrounds the theory of our connection to one another and to the cosmos. This Law of One is something that conducts our being a certain manner of realization into our scope.


It provides us definition of sorts. Definition that points to the compassionate understanding of being one with your brother and sister at home here on Earth, as well as the entire universe…


Again Let that sink in….


…..seemingly we have been one with everyone and everything that has ever existed in the universe. All beings are. All beings are forever. Our mind becomes an infinite source of power and creation through this lens…


Seeing through this lens we are the sun, the moon and the stars. We are the fish in the sea and the ocean that they swim in.


We are.


Everything IS.


Only we choose what we want to BE.


We are creator.


Create the life you have always wanted.


Choose Care – Fully.

Sacred Relationships and the Twin Flame Connection

Upon writing this I feel I [may have] have completed a Karmic Contract and Soul Relationship with what I believe and know to be my Twin Flame… a being whose Moon is one minute off of my Sun Astrologically. Not even a full degree, but ONE MINUTE. Creating an almost EXACT and Perfect Reflection of ourselves in the most personal and intimate way. We see through each other…

Being Star Crossed, and Twin Flames, has been one hell and heaven of an experience. ( <3 )

Allow me to elaborate, elucidate, and explain…

Upon the meeting of the physical embodiment of the Love that I contain within my being, I wasn’t aware of what was to come from this Soulful, Heartfelt, and Divinely Inspired connection.

Before we met, I had begun my studying of the Arts, with a whole hearted passion. I bought my first tarot deck after 7 years of study into the psychedelic and transpersonal realms.

It is the Aleister Crowley – Thoth Deck.
This deck and exploration of the tarot contained therein, is what led me to Her. The significance and specificity of the direction that I received, and continue to receive, is surreal.

It told me that I would meet Her, in Massage Therapy School. That I would find Her, by a piece of Moldavite, and that She was birthed as a Sagittarius. I would know Her, by these signs and symbols of inspiration and intuition.

As I began the development and restoration of my Faith, and Sacred Intention, I fostered a sense of absolute trust. A lesson that She taught me, and continued to encourage in me.. A lesson that she vicariously continues to teach me…

I chose and continue to choose to allow my Intuition guide me. DEEPLY. PASSIONATELY. LOVINGLY.

..When I found her, I knew She was the Partner I had been looking for my entire Life, and I still know it to this day. Even in the midst of our separation.. I TRUST…
Whether we exit this Life together, or separate, I know that what I have found with her has changed me FOREVER.

I will echo into eternity with the love that I found for and with her…

I’m not the same person I was before I discovered the potential of Love and the infinite nature/qualities that TRUE LOVE holds for a being.

The Willingness to show up.

The Desire to show up…


Due to the love you are IN…


True, Heartfelt, Sacred, Compassionate…..Love. Not just for them, but for yourself, and for others. A wholesome and selfless love.

In my personal and humble opinion, True Love and Sacred Relationships are DEFINED by a level of willingness to sacrifice yourself for the greater good and the wellbeing of the World at large. Sacred Relationships create ripples that will echo into and throughout eternity. The Love found within these Sacred Mirrors and Reflections will continue on, infinitely. Effortlessly.

Sacred Relationships are DESCRIBED as relationships in which the entities that are involved, are in RE-COGNITION of themselves and the Infinite. This is a process that leads to self-discovery, and self-realization/actualization. To find or desire to find the Twin Flame Relationship, is to call in and usher in lessons that will change the Course of History, and the future that is to come.

I believe it is Sacred Work. An honorable Sacred Work at that…

Whether you believe in Fate or Destiny, or not; a Truth here is that, we create and manifest our own realities based off of what our TRUEST Heart felt desires are, and how we intend to become out of our own unbecoming.


Where do those desires in the Heart come from? Are they programmed into us? Do we program them into our being before we come here, before we pull the veil over our eyes and forget everything, and our Divine Connection to the ALL?


Only YOU will be able to answer that for yourself –

The old model of relationships is Done.

We are treading the Pathway as it unfolds. In fact, some of us are paving the way, laying the pathway for others to follow in our footsteps, leaving breadcrumbs.

The children and grandchildren of this generation will co-exist and co-create Heaven on Earth. This is my firm understanding.

As Cartographers of the Divine and Great Unknown, we are the wayfarers and seers for the clarity needed in order to create this “Heaven on Earth.”

I believe this work is done through relationships. Whether the relationship is with the self, or an-other.

Whether a relationship is intimate or not. Sexual or not. People enter our lives based on our needs and wants. They enter sometimes through a level of unconsciousness that ultimately will lead into their awakening – It is only a matter of Time spent in Relationship(s) that we become Aware of what we each, individually, discern as right and wrong, good and bad, healthy and unhealthy…

When we choose to show up, in full awareness of our hearts, this choice and level of Open-beingness allows for us to be SEEN fully.

What does it mean to be seen FULLY?
To me, and many that are reaching this level of openness,
It means to speak your mind. It means TRANSPARENCY, to tell the truth, to be honest with the feelings/emotions that you are experiencing in any given moment and communicating them to your partner or those that we hold in relationship

It means letting go of judgement, letting go of the FEAR of being judged. As, truly, it is nobody’s place to judge you. Not even yourself. Live to Learn, Learn to Teach, Teach to foster growth and evolution.

It means allowing yourself to show up in a manner that will foster growth through vulnerability.

To be vulnerable is to allow oneself to be seen. To complete and practice all of the above and continue to choose into showing up fully in every moment for oneself and the chosen partner.

It also means being present with our Shadow Self, for the care-full and loving exploration of the self allowing us the opportunity to discern what is healthy for us, individually, in whatever spaces we choose or wish to enter into.

Cue in “Allowance”


Especially the socially/politically taboo – The darkness in which our Pearls are found.





For example, Sex.

Seeking open and full expression of ourselves in that space is crucial if we are to understand the Divine and Sacred Relationship(s).

Sex is one of the most criticized acts in our society, I.e. How it’s done, with who, and for what reasons.

Religion has taught us that if we have sex out of wed lock that we are damned, and that we become shamed in the eyes of “God.”

This – is – total – Bullshit.

Family Tradition, Religion, and Ideology has taught us that, we are to be raised by our parents, go to school, become indoctrinated, graduate, find a spouse, get married, and raise children, and to start the process over again. That two people are supposed to meet one day, and that they will commit fully to each other, get married to consecrate themselves to one another, to only have sex with one another, and cease the allowance of the exploration of our Sacred Sexuality; and that we are to confine ourselves to one sexual partner for the rest of our lives.


This is naïve, and immature.




Naturally, we are attracted to beings or people that biologically, genetically, and spiritually will help us to grow.

Now this is not an attempt, excuse, or justification to seek the infamous and oftentimes cursed, Open relationship.

This is an attempt to describe the ability for two entities to enter into a Sacred Agreement that allows them to explore those parts of themselves together, as one. Group Sex. Threesomes. Other partners, and voyeurism. Whatever it is that you desire, sexual and non-sexual in nature. Limits are defined as the relationship progresses – so don’t be bitter.


Don’t make yourself unavailable to the other, if what was experienced was “too much” or “wrong.” It is crucial that we remember who We are and why We are here, and that we cease to let the Ego control and command our existence. I believe that the ego is attached to the pain body, and when a “boundary” is crossed, the ego comes riding in, shield blazing, and sword drawn.

It is important to remember why you connected with that person in the first place…

Why and how you found yourselves where you are now – in separation or in union.

Sacred Union, truly, only exists between two people.

This type of agreement allows Us to create a space of Peace and Security within the relationship itself, a sort of sanctuary for the lost that have been found within the Divine Mirror. A space of Safety that fosters and cultivates a sense of confidence within the growth and learning that takes place throughout the relationship, sometimes in scary places, or in our “darkness;” when at times we may indeed, actually feel lost or uncertain due to the desires that show up throughout the growth and learning process. I.e. Sex with other partners, or group experiences, Sacred Plant Medicines, Meditation, and everything in between. If two people are able to commit FULLY to growing and learning together, nothing will stop them from accomplishing GREATNESS in and throughout Life.




Sex is a huge part of relationships. It is what I feel, creates the difference between friends and a partner/relationship.

The important point that I am trying to make is this:

Find a person that you can share your life with. That wants to share their life with you. Find a person who is willing to commit to Growth and Learning through Experience.

Find a person that is willing to accept ALL of you, even the deepest, hidden, and repressed desires that arise due to shame or guilt that has been fostered or carried and developed through years of misunderstanding in the ideological structure that came before us.. This is the Sacred Relationship that God or the Universe intended for Us.


I’ll say it again – The old model of relationships is done. Terminated. The foundation is crippled, and crumbling. We get to rebuild that foundation, in a space of pure, unconditional love for ourselves and for others.

We are meant to have companions or a companion throughout life.

Separation creates painful imprints of generational wounding patterns that, undermine our best efforts to what we are trying to curb in society – now. Pain, hatred, anger, sadness, grief, abandonment.. Guilt.. Shame… The list goes on…

Find a Wife… A Husband… A Lover… A Friend… A Partner that holds nothing but your best interests at Heart and in Mind.

To me, this deduces into the Sacred, and Heart felt, EXPLORATION of the Soul(s)..

Even the parts that we are uncertain of and scared to experience/express due to the judgments of society or our partner. Or our parents, or friends, or family at large. Insert fear of experience here with an attached reason as to why.

We have to be willing to go through the toughest of experiences with a partner to really know ourselves. In fact, this is how we come to learn about ourselves; through the Sacred and Deeply Intimate interaction with the “Other,” no matter how spiritual or superficial.

What stops us from expressing ourselves in these often taboo spaces is a lack of feeling Safety and Security.


Safe to be forgiven. Safe to be loved. Safe to be held. Safe to trusted. Safe to communicate and be communicated to. Safe to be HONORED in our HUMANITY – Secured by the Sacred Agreement.

~ ~ ~  <3 A truth is, we are creatures of Desire…

..and depending on the amount of Love that you have for the nature of experience and growth, is what will ultimately determine the availability that you create for your souls expansion. <3  ~ ~ ~

Allowance is then the next step, after fostering, and cultivating this trust and security, We must begin to explore our beings together, in harmony.

The allowance to wander or venture into the dark places, together, into the Unknown.
It truly is beautiful creating the allowance for our partner to experience what they feel they need to experience, for the sake of their own growth. This is required for the Twin Flame Relationship to flourish. Whatever experience that may be.

Hold them in Sacred Space to play, to learn, to grow, and to find themselves.

This process is NOT easy. In fact, it is extremely difficult, even terrifying to the Egoic Mind. Because we feel that, if we allow our partners to grow, that they may leave us forever, or that they may find something, or someone better, because we aren’t “good enough” for them, or because we keep hurting them, or each other..

This is where our own personal valuation and worth comes into play. When we can trust ourselves enough to know that we are worthy of their love. (Read: OUR LOVE). Only then will the gates open into the Golden Hallways that we seek within one another… Only when we are complete and whole, by ourselves – first.

Unconditional and personal self-love IS “God’s” love.

Give yourself that first… and watch your relationship(s) shift.

If Twin Flames are the same soul split into two, embodying the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, then it is only upon us giving ourselves the fullest, truest, most whole and complete love to ourselves first that the relationship will flourish.

To have a Sacred Twin Flame Relationship, Self Worth is the single most important aspect to be held in regards throughout the growth of the Relationship. As the relationship fluctuates and you figure out this truth, at times you may feel broken and lost even. You will want to scream in Anger, and pain. I say scream, but scream in trust…scream, out of Love… SCREAM IN THE NAME OF LOVE… and then remember to give your self the love you desire/deserve.

You are a Warrior. Do not forget it.





If we enter the relationship not knowing our own personal value and cease to invest that loving energy into our being-ness, then it will surely be a rollercoaster and at times feel like the depths of Hell.

Cue the Trust. Cue the Sacred Agreement. Cue the Sacred and Interpersonal desire to grow together and to RE-COGNIZE the Love and Passion that you have for one another and the Union of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, and recommit to loving YOURSELF.

If you are able to, help to soothe your partners pain. Help them to remember to Love themselves. Help them to focus.

Don’t leave them. Do not abandon them..These relationships are here to usher in a new awareness throughout the coming times.

Trust. Honor. Unconditional Love. Freedom of Expression. And the Desire to Commit to the Ascension process…are all major facets of this transformation/transfiguration.

A lot of people think that to be whole and complete, they must find their Life Partner.

I am here to tell you the Life Partner you are looking for, is without a doubt, YOU.


If you so happen to find your twin flame… they are you. You are them.

Love yourself, and you are loving them.

Love them, and you are loving yourself.

This paradox will surface and recede at times – This serves as your reminder.

Trust the process. Everything is going to be OK.
YOU are OK.

Just focus on your goals and passions. Forgive, and let go of the pain story. Remember the love shared between you two.. Remember the feeling of being HOME with them and revel in the beauty of it ALL.

(After all, Home is where the Heart is.)

We must come into Wholeness before this type of relationship flourishes. We must come into and at the very least commit FULLY into completion with Ourselves FIRST before the relationship will solidify into the Divine Inspiration that will breathe Life into the coming ages with grace and the proof that Divinity exists.


If we are to shift our World, it must start with Us.

It must start with the most important Sacred Relationship in Existence… The relationship with the Self.

To “Know Thyself.”


This is the beauty of the Divine Mirror.

This is the beauty of reflection with an Other and/or your Twin.

The fact that We get to share and exchange viewpoints, and personal truths and wisdoms, and discern whether or not they resonate with our hearts and souls, and grow and evolve and expand.

Seek acceptance. Love them throughout the process..

Don’t give up.…

It is important to understand that if you think, with one inkling of a possibility that you have found your Twin Flame..
The relationship is here to ENSURE that you learn extremely important lessons…

Allow. Create Space. Love unconditionally, and without restraints. Honor their choices. Honor their process of purification and perfection, as they hone their awareness into what is truly important in Life.

And Trust, that when its meant to be in this Lifetime, for you to Ascend into and through the Golden Halls of Heaven, that it will take place.

Let go of the Fear…

Do not fall into the pain. Ensure that you are loving yourself enough during times of separation.

And do your work. Focus on YOUR mission. Not the Relationship. Not Sex. Not Drugs.
Focus on your Mission.

Expecting the relationship to be the only focus is childish and immature.

Full Connection and Consecration of the Relationship only comes into being when we choose FULLY to complete our Sacred Mission with or without them. Even if that means separating for some time.

Trust that the connection will always be there.

I love you all…

I am choosing to focus on Me.

I am choosing to focus on why I am Here. My purpose. My Gift to the World.

I am the Sacred Trust and Surrender of and to Life.

May you all find peace throughout this difficult time…

With Love,